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[08 Jul 2005|10:36pm]

school is gona suck this year

just cos i'm THAT flippin BORED [07 Jun 2005|12:13pm]

[ mood | bored ]

next year
is gonna


Boredom has lead me to this [05 May 2005|06:01pm]

[ mood | bored ]

update. woot.
school's almost out.
crazy, right?
i know it.



[26 Mar 2005|07:35pm]

spring break, anyone?
back to school soon.

[17 Feb 2005|08:24pm]

Did anyone go to the opera? How was it?
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Needs to be updated [08 Feb 2005|07:21pm]
Well, this thing is just hangin around like a dump so someones needs to put somethin in. Yeah, umm, how bout them Patriots. Sike!!! Only watched for the commercials. I think I did well the FCAT today, how bout you fools?
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[04 Feb 2005|05:07pm]

the lockdown today = crazy

did any of you guys get stuff taken away?
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strange how the ears ring after a night of wrong doing. [02 Feb 2005|10:53pm]

[ mood | exanimate ]

already, i'm over highschool.

i did my shit, got it over with.
freshman year i dicked around.
junior and sophmore year went by really fast and that helped.
i didn't bullshit, i didn't get too distracted.
but now i'm just really lazy, i haven't even applied to colleges and i've stopped putting forth so much effort.

the best advice i could give is:

if you hate it so fuckin much, get it over with.
it makes it seem longer when you linger
on the thought of how much you hate the place.
if not that, hating it is just even more motivation.
it was for me.
i hate the thought of being here for more than two more years.
i don't want to have to prove anything to anybody, and i know i want to be happy.
i know i don't want to be like the people who let their failures catch up with them. i really don't want to regret anything.
maybe it doesn't all make sense, and i'm sure as hell not used to sharing this with anyone from my school, i'm not the best at conveying thoughts to other people, especially people i don't know or never talk to.

but i hope everyone finds out who they really are.
shit, i don't think i'm superior for being a senior.
i don't think i'm "grown"
i have a freshman class and i sit next to a girl who reminds me exactly of myself when i was a freshman.
and i know how much i've grown.
i don't care that i am not acknowledged in the halls.
i don't care that i don't have a reputation.
i like that people aren't in my shit at school.
who wants more stress?
even so, i like knowing that i'll accomplish something that they couldn't.
that maybe i have a shred of originality left after four years of wasting my wit on generic/vapid peers.
fuck the best years of your life. it's just four years in a factory
cliché of clichés : we're all robots.
stop praising yourself, stop pitying youself, get off your pedastal, stop putting others before yourself, stop being so damn self-absorbed, self-righteous, conscious of self and others. ignorant, manufactured,callow, narrow-minded, pompous, pretentious, belittling, you're not rebelling, your just on your period. wary. weary, you'll always be tired.
don't let others tell you what to do. stop reading this bullshit ... and read between the lines.

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It's all down hill from here [02 Feb 2005|06:12pm]

[ mood | bouncy ]

I feel like this community is dying already....where did everyone go!?

Me and Puij's one year is on friday....YAY! *parties*

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[01 Feb 2005|07:29pm]

hey ashley, do you know when the application deadline for UWF is???

i'm freakin out man.
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Ya hear? [01 Feb 2005|05:32pm]

Whos saw that siezure today? It was so fucked up.
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[01 Feb 2005|05:19pm]

[ mood | annoyed ]

*spasms* so much filling out of paperwork...though I tend to do it all on my computer. Bless the internet. I hate filling things out now....there was a point in time where I actually liked filling out papers...for some reason it made me feel good.

Don't ask.....

Hmm...simpsons time


opinions where like kittens i was giving them away [30 Jan 2005|09:51pm]

oh yeah.
i'd appreciate if the crude comments
of infatuation and lust towards my person were kept to a bare minimum.

as in bare minimum=go away.

because that's just another way to fail at getting laid.
not by me. per say. just in life.

revolution grrrl style now.

sunny, nor her friends, nor any girl with proper self-respect
appreciates being looked upon as a packaged meat.

joking or not, i don't know you well enough at all to be remotely comfortable with being talked about like that.

and it's just lame kid.

no offense to friends of this person or anyone.
i do not judge someone by the people they hang out with.
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rock the casbah [30 Jan 2005|09:36pm]

well ...

bill shakespeare is my newest bitch.

so this has nothing to do with school. EHS.
today at work (i know when will i shut up about feckn winndixie.)
i had one of thee most blatantly rude customers.
i'm not so sure she knew what she was aware of what she was doing.
but anyway. i was slightly irritated yes.
she left and i rang up the next customer
and then the next.
but the man had to sign for his order.
Where the hell was my pen???
for some reason the whole fact that she ran off
with my pen just made me so incredibly mad.

anyone ever see the episode of family guy, the christmas episode, where everyone fucks up christmas and lois is so patient and tolerant.
then meg announces there are no paper towels and she gets all godzilla on their asses?

oh yes.

i feel dirty for using such vulgar language.
i will go say my hail marys now.
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[30 Jan 2005|01:01pm]

[ mood | good ]

Yesterday I made a "I pwn u" shirt....gaia and it's leet...for shame...but how was everyones weekend? I noticed that someone left the community....I'm guessing its because of whats happened recently. So looking around I think I only know who like 3 of you are...how sad is that? I feel like I'm behind on this whole going to college thing....whatever...I'm just gonna go to PJC for a while so it doesn't matter...you know the saying as long as you have money they'll let you in....Yea you guys are gonna miss me in 2 years....cuz I'll be gone. Thats right.

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[29 Jan 2005|10:54am]


oh no. i feel as though i may regret this in the long run but what eveh.

so who's going on the new orlens trip?
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and thats where it'll all go down... [29 Jan 2005|12:48am]

[ mood | cynical ]

there's gonna be a showdown. monday. after school. student parking lot.

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No Plans! [29 Jan 2005|12:13am]

Ok folks, nothin is planned at all!!! I should go to christians but I think they're shootin a new movie so I'm scratchin that for now. Errm, I think Justin or somebody will be available so I'll just chill with them. I bet someone will be home unless band is doin somethin special. Well, if yall wanna hangout and do somethin, contact me.
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weekend plans? [27 Jan 2005|06:45pm]

[ mood | oh fucking yea ]

so whats everyone got planned for the weekend? besides bowling since i already read about that. me, damien, charlie davidison (or something) and meganne are going to milton to see a show. Guff is playing (yay) and so is hickle dickle or something like that. there are like 6 bands playing. you guys should come out if you can. well, enjoy your weekend.

<3 sunny

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interests [27 Jan 2005|04:28pm]

[ mood | creative ]

what should be added? bands..hobbies..and whatnot.


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